Being honest and kind in life is way better then being angry and rude.

trust me on this one , I learned this today. I always of coarse knew it was true , but now I have a better outlook on how to handle certain situations.

Thanks Teachers I.O.U

so.. I'll just shutup now..

I never really know when i'm acting out of line , but really when is it the appropriate time to tell a person what type of animal they look like , or how bad there new hair cut really looks. Apparently never , and apparently my opinions can hurt. I've always been big mouth mckinley , I've always never known how to shutup before I get whats coming to me. I'm loud , I scream "Hello i'm going to make you feel awkward before I even say hello"every morning I wake up. I'm starting to realize this isnt a very good trait to carry around , & from now on , I'm starting to change.

For the record though : The answers a turtle. You look like a turtle.

I got you babe.

You , oh beautiful You.

You know who you are. I wake up each morning before the sun rises and turn to my left and sure enough theres you , you're always there. Your so gentle in your sleep , Sounds creepy but I love to stare and watch you at peace , trying to imagine what you're dreaming about , what your thinking. Praying to god you don't awaken to black mascara'd , messy haired , half naked me. Explaining what I was doing the previous moment to the opening of your eyes would just be plain awkward. But then I think , it's just you. You get me , You get me more than alot of people do .. more than most people ever will. It is such a special , breathe taking feeling I get realizing its you and I . Know body in this entire world could ever take that left side spot of the bed where you lay so gracefully. You're names written on it from now , till hopefully... well , tell I get a new bed , place it into the selected area of the new apartment and then decide which side i'd like to sleep.. okay so I kinda wrecked the flow of this blog right there.. but the point is , every night I go to bed and every morning that I wake , I want you to be there . I want you to never choose a different bed to lay your beautiful body down on. You make sleeping special. Oh you.. oh beautiful you.